It may seem logically inconsistent to believe in God, and hate this God. But I really do have days where I think that a God responsible for existence (as it stands) must be an awful being, and feel, simultaneously, that some kind of a God must exist.

Taken to its farthest conclusion, I still haven’t figured out whether this scares me more than the idea that there’s just nothing there at all. The only thing I’m remotely comfortable with at the moment (that is, just comfortable enough to function normally in society) is not knowing the answer.


One Response to “Misotheism”

  1. I think I know what you mean, and can understand that perspective.

    If God does exist, may He have mercy on us all…

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